"it kind of makes you want to cry that a moth is not a butterfly..."

my watches are driving me INSANE
make them stop make them stop

so today i played a catholic wedding
with an indian priest
idk why
but it took me a while to wrap my head around it

my contacts are going out of focus
i need to take them out
but its so much effort
but if i leave them in it will be gross gross gross tomorrow morning
when i have to peel them off my eyeballs.
see, didnt that sound gross?

today my friends amber and layne interviewed me for a documentary about recycling
and i was ashamed at how little i knew about it
apparently in baton rouge none of the glass we put in recycling actually gets recycled
because we dont separate it
and its gets broken
so they just use it as road filler.
but if we did it right
they could recycle glass again and again and again and again etc
what a shame
and i didnt even know what single stream recycling was
oh lord have mercy dont tell college board
they'll revoke the 5 i got on my environmental science ap exam last year

trevor collins and alex efferson are my brain twins and soul mates
it is so true.
so so so so true.

i like reading

i dont know what to do with my diploma
do i shove it in the back of the closet/drawer never to be seen again?
do i display it proudly on my wall like a douche?
do i let it continue to assimilate into the swirling vortex of chaos on top of my bean bag?
yes yes and yes

i like my hair
i dont think i could cut it short without crying
for reals for reals
i had never curled my hair before graduation
but it was quite fun
i do believe i shall do it again

i need to sleep more
i go to bed at like 1 or 2
and i wake up at 6 or 7
its freaking summer time
im not even working yet
wtffff

tick tick tock tock tick tick tock tock
my watches mock me mock me mock me
like the priest today
lord have mercy
mass was about conjugal love
the universe is mocking my life
i know it is. i KNOW it is.
thanks a lot, universe. you got me good
now please please PLEASE go mess with someone else
and give me a break
if these things happened to somebody else i wouldnt even believe that they happened
so freaking bizarre.
bizarre
bizarre
bizarre


{{"a moth is not a butterfly" - hawksley workman}}