Sunday, July 4, 2010

"i am under no disguise, i am under no disguise..."

two more months
two more months
two more months
can't come fast enough

i made this really sad mix cd the other day
like REALLY SAD
like every song is capable of bringing tears to your eyes
together, it's just a bundle of sadness
i think it was just my response to the radio always playing "california girls"
theres only so much katy perry someone can take before going insane
and it is very little so much

today somebody asked me what i want to do when i grow up
and i gave them my generic prepared response
"i want to earn an md/phd and research neurodegenerative diseases"
but i dont even know if thats what i want to do anymore
i dont know what i want to do
but i feel like thats not it.

what if i've already peaked?
and i havent even reached college yet...
that is not a pleasant thought


{["iamundernodisguise" - school of seven bells}}

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